In to the doctor today, for Jasper's test results. All of my energies are directed toward willing the doctor to say 'it was nothing. He's fine.'He WILL be fine. He WILL.Say it with...
... and, instead of composing a post with actual thoughts and ideas, I simply document a completely insignificant but nonetheless memorable milestone in my daughter's life: the first real (i.e. not performed by Mommy...
I love holding my baby. Holding my baby is one of the sweetest pleasures that I have ever known. Holding my baby fills my heart with an almost unbearable joy. The sweet smell of...
I'm telling you, it ain't pretty:It does, however, have its moments of beauty. Read more about it here.(All of my creative and emotional energies of yesterday and today - those not spent on son,...
What I should have posted yesterday, health | but was too sleep-deprived/lazy/stressed/distracted:Thank you, My Bad Husband, for being the very, very best father imaginable. Your awesome is unparalleled. Your awesome makes all the...
We spent most of the afternoon, yesterday, at the hospital. It is not a happy experience, taking your baby to the hospital. Even when you've mentally psyched yourself and have told yourself that it's...
I wrote a post last week that I now regret writing. Sort of. I suppose that it's more accurate to say that I now have reservations about having written it: regret is the wrong...
Nothing which we are to perceive in this world equalsthe power of your intense fragility: whose texturecompels me with the color of its countries, canada pills rendering death and forever with each breathing...
I'm still overwhelmed, but I'm hanging on. I don't know how to begin to thank you all for your supportive comments and offers of help and words of advice and all. that. love. It's...
Last night, I snapped.Yesterday was my first day totally on my own - husband gone from early 'til late, me alone with a boob-chomping infant and, for the latter part of the day, after...
